I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!! I don't know what happened but suddenley everything on here (save the art. Eh oh well ;3) was unblocked! Haha ^_^ I'm bugging out! I haven't seen or talked to you guys in forever. To be honest, I actually forgot about Matt, Colene, and Caitlin. But... But... I'M BACK! And I remember you all. It's like seeing people you haven't seen in years. And, and, uh... yeah!

Well guess what, I will be seeing you guys again! Just rarely online. I've finally been able to quit my video game and internet addiction. Guess what though? Quitting it actually made me better at them cause I don't do it mindlessly now!

And WHOO! My depression's gone! I'm the happiest man in the world! I have the best friends (as misguided or stupid as some of them may be sometimes *points at Jeremy when he says stupid*) ever! My friends couldn't be closer to me! ^_^ And Jolena! Where could I start!? It's impossible! There's just way to much I'd have to say about her.

Wait I never told you guys her name before did I? Maybe I did, I never actually reread the last journal, just the comments I can finally see. But I love her! Beyond Belief! It's impossible to describe. And better yet, she feels the same way. It's going on week 5 and we've just grown closer together!

And guys sorry if I don't reply to anything you've sent to me, cause I had like, 500 new messages. I am not replying to them. But even so it's good to be back! ^_^

Bah, I can't stop thinking about her! And now she's got me saying "bah". Haha ^_^ It's so cute when she says that. She's incredible! I wish you guys could meet her next year! We'll all have to get together at my house or something, have a big party. Ooh ooh! Now I have a 360 with a HUGE Party Music selection, granted many of them you probably haven't heard of. And I'm getting a strobe light! We could have a dance! Wow, major tangent. Lol, You are all so amazing ^_^

Life is good, God is Great, And Love is Amazing. Tell me what song that's from and you get bonus points :3

Oh but I just want to tell you guys all about her! I hope you don't mind ^_^ You could just skip over this if you don't wanna listen to my random love ramblings.

And yes, I do still use the word Love lightly, and in this context, I mean it to every full bead of the word that it can be used! I love her!

I still don't know where to start ^_^ haha but she's made me happier in these short five weeks than I have been in a long time. Oh and guess what!? We're getting promise rings! :3 Yes! She actually brought up the idea right after I started thinking about it. Well, ok, actually the original idea was that we would get engaged, but our parents weren't so hot about that Who woulda guessed?

Mm, she's so much fun. Great to hang out with. She's my best friend, amazing Girlfriend, and to-be-wife. She's like me in so many ways! And you guys know I'm not a physical person, so I'm purely talking about mental and emotional. We actually don't look to much alike (yes Matt I saw you're comment about thinking that site would be pretty attractive {P.S. Back off, she's mine :3]). Haha well now my mind's totally offtrack again :3 So I guess I'll just have to tell you guys more about her later.

I know you don't have an account on here Jolena, but I love you! Always will! My Kitten. My Snowflake. My Princess. My Rebel. Forever and Always.

Forever
The Love of a newbound spark
Coupled in writing at the sigh of a lark
Loving and truthful
Contained with a sigh
Heaven and Hell So Jealous they'll die

All contained were we now
Until we met then
So saving a life
And making a friend
Love is So true
And fond as we are

Forever And Always
Together We Are